I can't compete with them.
Who says I have to?
But I want to be the best. That's normal, right? I suppose a bit of drive is a good thing, but I get mired in the bad sportsmanship attitude: if I can't be the best, I won't do it.
Reality check: I am not going to be the best. That is okay. This is just for me anyway. A place to keep in the habit of writing, and to remember where I've been and where I'm going. Nothing world changing, just fun.
So take that Blog Envy! You can't keep me down! The blog must go on!