Oh the luxury of motherhood. Deciding that naps rank higher on the priority list than dishes.
But before I cozy up in my down comforter, I have a confession.
Every Monday I wake up disappointed. Disappointed that it is not Tuesday.
Care to guess why?
Because Tuesday is Biggest Loser night of course!
I am hopelessly addicted to the Biggest Loser.
I'm not sure why I've made such a deep and long lasting commitment to a reality show, but I have.
Confession #2: I cry almost every episode. I know Jillian and Bob are over the top with the self-empowerment speeches, but I just can't help but think, "These people may have never thought of themselves in any good terms." I also cry because I can just imagine the change in their lives when they are 100 pounds lighter.
I'm a sucker for any sort of make over, really. But these people are doing the work. They are learning how to change the course of their lives. It is good to see people opt for exercise and healthy eating instead of surgery or pills. I really get emotional when they are able to go off of the 13 medications they have to take each day or when they can fit into some outfit they thought was just a dream.
Confession #2.5: Pill-popping and quick-fix "health" gimmicks really get me riled up. I am very sad for our nation and its struggle with obesity and health in general. I know I'm a bit hypocritical - I know I could do better for my body (read confession #3) but I would say that I live by an 80/20 scale. 80% good for me, 20% for fun.... sometimes 70/30. But I ache for families that consume only meals from boxes or drive-thrus, or whose primary entertainment comes from a glowing box. How can so many people just not know how to care for themselves?
I better step off my soap box before I get too squirly.
Confession #3: When I wake up on Mondays and face the disappointment of waiting one more whole day to see the next chapter in the Biggest Loser journey, I usually console myself by doing some sort of baking.
Then I eat whatever I've baked as I watch the Biggest Loser.
Don't tell me you don't do the same thing!
Brownies have been the craving lately. Or chocolate chip cookies. But I think my baking phase is dying down (luckily, the more I'm in the gym, the less I want sweets). Maybe I'll go back to microwave kettle corn. Maybe.
Confession #4: When I go to the gym on Wednesday, I visualize Bob coaching me as I run on the treadmill. There is no way I would want to face the wrath of a Biggest Loser trainer, so I run extra far or push just a little bit harder than I do the rest of the week because I have a fresh mental picture of someone cheering me on.
By the way, I added
a whole mile
to my run today.
I'm feeling pretty smug.
That brings my mileage to
I guess I still have more work to do.
But we've got to celebrate the small things.
Confession #5: Biggest Loser is my gateway reality show. I scorned reality tv for so long. Now, not only do I watch B.L., but I also keep up with Survivor. WHAT!? Why?
I don't know why!
I just do.
Confession #6: I'm blushing from all this self-revelation. I hope you still love me even after you know my shameful secrets.
Now, I have about 30 minutes left to close my eyes and ignore the scattered toys. After that, it is back to the pick up, play chase, tickle tummy, start dinner routine.
I have not baked anything yet today, and I just might resist this week. After all, I want Bob and Jillian to be proud.
And I want to not feel my bum bounce when I add my next mile.